No turning back

Not that I'd really want to turn back, it's just that there's a weekly revalation that I can't. I suppose if it came down to it I could sell my baby, but that seems like more work than it's worth so I'll just raise it and love it and then kick it out at 18. I guess with current trends it's going to be more like 24. Shit. It's funny though, you always think about how life will change, but until you have one of these little bundles growing inside you...... it's just different. I wish I could slow everything down and be able to record every moment. I love being pregnant so far, even what my boobs have been doing in the last week is pretty freakin amazing. Connor is kicking up a storm and people are finally able to feel him. It was a little freaky the first couple times I could feel him, there is a person inside me and one day he will go forth in the world and do things that I have done. Like eat iced tea mix from the jar and get a job in a crappy restraunt. Will he be great? Will he be healthy? Will he be a jerk and never stop kicking me?
At least you know that for the first 5 years they are all yours, mom and dad are the two coolest people in the universe and there's nothing they can't do! After that we gotta roll with the punches and try to keep up to how cool everyone else's parents are.